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Fallen( New Version) by Alexandra Todorovic

9/8/2007

Hear my silent scream in your heart
You’ll see how I’m still grieving for you
Feel my love inside of your soul
And you’ll see how is bleeding and drowning in your sanity
Enter in my lost dreams
And touch my sorrow
And you’ll see why I can’t wake up
Look at the mirror,
You’ll see in my eyes field with tears of pain
Which I can’t wipe them away
Laying on the cold ground
singing in the midnight
And you’ll hear how are my words empty
With one last look in your beautiful dark eyes
I’ll drank by tears
With one last your touch
I’ll haunt you for eternity

Cold heart by Alexandra Todorovic

9/30/2008

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Cold Heart ( New Version) by Alexandra Todorovic

9/28/2007

If you want to scream?
Just scream as loud to feel agony in your soul
If you want to lock sorrow inside of me?
Just do it!
Not afraid of pain, anymore!
Just let it in!
But my heart is colder by your touch
No more shad tears to poison me!
No more to feel sin to kill me

The Forbidden Wish by Alexandra Todorovic

9/2/2010

Fallen soul
Beyond the dead dreams
Lost in loss
Slowly
This rage crawls inside of insanity
Can’t cease the silent cry
Behind the fake smile
I swallowed the hate
And tasted your greedy

Fallen tears
In the dead silence
Don’t want to wake up
To see my decay
Of forbidden wish

My beauty of art fades away
Within the passion of sins
You killed softly the innocent heart
And hided the taint of emptiness
I lurk in the darkness
Watching the shadows play
With my forbidden wish
Sweet melody of lament is locked in deep silence
And the voice’s whisper turns into screams
The image of my forbidden wish is dying.......................................

Bloody romantic sinner by Alexandra Todorovic

8/30/2008

(Deep silence is devouring me depth
Tired to hide myself in the dark
Can’t wake up from this despair
Too lost in own imaginary world
Save me from myself
Afraid to lose control again
Set me free I am so tired to live in illusions
Hold me I will be resurrection in your arms)

Nightmares ( New Version) by Alexandra Todorovic

8/3/2007

Beyond the darkness I see you are hiding from the fears
Cold wind touch your lost dreams
Trying to wake you up
But you are frozen by touched of sin
I feel your blood is shedding down inside of angels heart
Begging them to save you from the dark
But they just spread their wings and disappear in light
Leaving you with loneliness to poison your sanity
hearing your scream inside of your soul how is dying for lust for freedom

Tired Of Being Alone Without Your Love ( New Version) by Alexandra Todorovic

8/28/2007

I am so tired being alone
Without hope
Without happiness
And without your touch
Even you are far away from me
Too long I slept in shadows
Too long I was in loneliness embrace
Too long I was shaded tears of love and became blinded
Until you touch my broken heart
Save me my love, cause
I’m so tired to live with solitude
Which is killing me inside
wake me up ( my love) with your soft whisper
to save me from nightmares

SOLITUDE WITH THE SHADOW by Alexandra Todorovic

8/2/2009

I am falling into deep sleep
To escape from the reality
But the pain is still inside of me
Should I kill myself to set my soul free?
Or should I just let the emptiness embrace me so easily?

In the darkness
Where I feel myself again
In the sanctuary
Where I can freely gain everything beautiful
I desire so long
Like an innocent child

Beneath my endless asleep
I hear the lost voice
It’s haunting me
Every time I walk to gloomy path
The whispers are seducing me
When I entwined myself in decay

In my black heart I feel the touch
It’s seeking every fragment of my sanity
And deprived every my gash I hold it behind the scars

Ray of the dark
The crimson eyes are hiding
Behind the blind walls
Watching my spirit diminishes in my embrace
Feeling my breath as I take it with elegy

Slowly I am drowning
Into his creepy
Yet mysterious eyes….
No angels could save me from this lunatic
Nor the light could lucid me the salvation….

Through the mirror
He sees my tears as I weep them endlessly
With one touch he wipes them away
He lets the drops of my tears on his hand lingering into his heart
He long to taste this empathy I have
As I shatter this image of my soul
The blood is dripping from my lips
The softly kiss covers my scars
This is my immortal path
Within the solitude
With the shadow

Vanity of Butterfly by Alexandra Todorovic

7/9/2010

Rip those wings
My butterfly
Let them bleed
And pour it down on glass of wine
I want to taste your innocent

So sweet yet dangerous drug...................................................

Haunted Memories by Alexandra Todorovic

7/9/2007

Our haunted memories…..
I lust to be with you
To be again in your arms again
To feel your love again
My lovely heart who you always heal it will be bleed on your cold ground
And drowning inside your lost soul
To taste it how much I love you
I hate myself for leaving you all alone .....

In your arms by Alexandra Todorovic

7/5/2007

Hold me, my love,
Just one more,
Just to feel again your warm touch
Kiss me, again, my love
I want to taste your soft lips, again
Bite me,
I want to taste your sweet blood
Just one more,
Embrace me, again
‘cause in your arms I feel so safe
my angel, stay with me tonight
don’t leave me alone
share with me with this beautiful night,
oh my dear love, even words can’t describe how beautiful you are

Poet's Sin by Alexandra Todorovic

7/28/2009

Gnev je moja inspiracija
Tvoja krv je moj greh
Slatke suze koje lijes u samoci
Okusicu svaku tvoju kap
Tvoja kap je moj zivot

Translation:
Wrath is my inspiration
Your blood is my sin that send tears you shad alone
I'll taste each of your drop
your drop is my life
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....My mistress of the night
I know
My words aren’t good enough
For your stars to sing for salvation
My poems are dead just like my heart....

Immortality Love by Alexandra Todorovic

7/26/2010

Unleash your soul

From the grave

Erase your name on epitaph

With the bloody fingers

Let the drops of blood pours in your sanity

And walk through the path of immortality

I miss your shadow....

Craving the love hidden in

The depth of heart

Too lost in your death

I ‘m falling in arms of solitude

Entwined with the spirit within my wounds

Drowning into temptation

Can’t cease the pain I embraced by the memories

It kills me very deeply

Forgive me,

Not letting the roses cover your scars

I fear to show you my sins

If I whisper you my sorrow through the poem

Will you love me again?

If I let the clouds cry

Will you drink all these fallen tears I have been hiding all along

... to be continued.....

Away by Alexandra Todorovic

7/2/2008

Saving all the tears for the new pain
Come play with my mind
Make me wicked to slain all my sanity
Hiding all my fears under my sorrow
I can’t endure myself, anymore
I want to scream for liberty
But you just keep suffocating me with the sins
Stop seeping the doom in my wild empathy
It’s killing me
My untouched wings, I long to spread them
Cause I want to be far away from the pain
Away from the world
Even away from you….

Scars of love by Alexandra Todorovic

7/2/2008

Do you remember me, my love?
In depth cold night we had met
We shared the first kiss
For the first time we felt the passion in our hearts
We walked in the darkness to dance with danger
And to play with our fears…
Our secrets had been hidden under the stars spell
Do you remember our empire?......

Nightwish by Alexandra Todorovic

7/18/2010

Torn wings in my hands
Silent cry lingers in grief
My heart screams inside
Long lost,
Falling deep down in emptiness
And closing eyes to fade away
This fragile world, I sacrificed myself
My love wasn’t enough for them
..................

Do I still belong to your heart? by Alexandra Todorovic

7/17/2007

Sometimes I think to myself, is it the time to say goodbye each other?
But my heart is trying to convince me, that
Deep down there’s still hope for us
Should I listen to my heart or should I close the door for you
Every time I keep asking myself do I still belong to your heart?
If I say goodbye to you from that moment loneliness will touch me
If I say goodbye to you the pain will cover my heart
My love if it’s really dead between us
Then let me to fall into your arms
To show you my last touch of love

The Picture of Vain by Alexandra Todorovic

7/13/2010

Auditis, an me ludit. Amabilis insania? (Horacije)

(Hear you, or deceive me pleasant illusion?)

Gaudii comes maeror.

(Sorrow is the companion of joy)

Hic locus est, ubi mors gaudet succurrere vitae

(This is the place to death looking forward to support life)

Envy eyes lurk in my soul

Seeking for more pain

To poison my sanity

I hide my silent tears beyond my rage

And let the emptiness conquer me

I hate your picture of vain

It shows the image of your decay

Your art is dying

Like your love to me

Et tu, Brute?

(You too Brutis?)...................................................................

Lament of Lacrymosa by Alexandra Todorovic

7/13/2009

....From the depth of dusk
We are listened the screams
In the air is flying envy
This is the night of sin
Where the seraphs are fallen from the sky

As their tears turn into rain drops
We taste their grief
We hide their crestfallen soul in our shroud ....

Forever In Chains by Alexandra Todorovic

7/13/2008

You can leave me in the dark
The shadows will kill the loneliness with me
And I will all my fears turn into pleasure
Torn my soul into fragile piece
I will weep in the silence to gain every my grief
Forsaken me in chains forever
I will not renounce sweep torment